Mom keeps wondering why I’m never home…uhm…because I’m tired of all the yelling I hear? 

Limiting my partying to only Wednesdays and Thursdays now…I think my body is finally giving out D: how do my coworkers party so much and go to work @__@ 

Last night was incredibly fun though, I met up with two of my female coworkers (from unos) at Green Turtle up in Annapolis because we were all supposed to go see a movie. Some of our new guy friends (that knows one of my coworkers) showed up to join us. We ended up going to downtown Annapolis and hanging out at a bar for a bit — people joined the group and left constantly. But finally one of the guys from earlier and his best friend said HEY let’s go do something!? Wanna go sit on a pier and just talk/drink? 

I thought it sounded like a fun idea but uhh I feel like alcohol and a pier wouldn’t end too well… thankfully we had a change of plans and the guy was like both of you guys can park your car at my place and we’ll take one car to the fields! All the ladies sat on the back of the pickup truck and it was sooo beautiful. I’ve never seen so many stars out and the weather was amazingly nice to boot! We were just sitting in the middle of a field..talking, laughing, dancing to music — mostly country. I’m starting to like country a lot more thanks to all the line-dancing I’ve been doing. My inner cowgirl is showing :x 

Then the party kinda started dying out when the guy’s best friend invited this other guy that he had beef with — the best friend didn’t know. I can see why, the guy was kind of hot-headed and EXTREMELY drunk. The guy that had beef with the dumb drunk like just told the guy not to start anything and we just split up into two little groups. I was just talking to him to keep him from getting upset at the dumb drunk’s comments and actions (smh at him) and eventually we just laid down in the fields and looked at the stars. 

Him: ::points to my heart:: I want that, all of it. I don’t know how you don’t have a boyfriend or a girlfriend. All your exes must be dumb to let you slip away, but if I manage to win your heart..I won’t be stupid like them. 

Me: There’s no point trying to win it, it’s  already broken and there’s nothing left to take. You’re really sweet though and I thank you.

Those were the last two statements we said when we had to leave because the dumb drunk became really rowdy…and oh. On his way out, he managed to get his car stuck in the tall grass..when the path was like right there….then he proceeded to get out and..kick at his car? Yup. 

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I went rock climbing for the first time yesterday too! It was SO MUCH FUN. I think I have a new hobby besides balloon animal making lol 

I’m picking up volunteering at the animal shelter on Saturday mornings again andddddd I’m slowly getting myself together again. I trying to put in my two weeks notice at rite aid but somehow got convinced to simply change my work availability to Mondays and Wednesdays… @_@

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Plans for this weekend: 

1. Work tonight at Uno’s… then duclaw with a coworker to have a heart to heart 

2. Dance class tomorrow morning, then studying/swimming at MLK pool in Silver Spring with Pailyn, Tai, and possibly Eugene. —- HUZZAH NEW SWIMSUIT! :D 

3. Work from 12pm-8pm Sunday at Uno’s…then potentially just hanging around after work to entertain coworkers :] 

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My health is ok I guess, I’ve definitely been pushing my body to the limit. I was also called heartless recently — which I’m not even surprised at because I have been acting pretty heartless. Not with vengeful actions or anything like that, just… not being interested in guys the way they’re interested in me. I just…do my own thing. I’m not looking for anything, I think I’m still too scared from the previous relationship. However, I can say for surely now that I am over my ex and the only way I’m moving is forward. 

(Source: psych-facts, via psych-facts)

I’m feeling an invasion of the mind as this person keeps coming up. Why can’t I stop thinking of this person…

NIGHTNIGHT by DEDDY